...again...

I heard from a friend today  

And she said you were in town  

Suddenly the memories 

Came back to me in my mind

 
How can I be strong,

 I've asked myself  

Time and time I've said  

That I'll never fall in love with you again

A wounded heart you gave 

My soul you took away  

Good intentions you had many  

I know you did

I come from a place that hurts 

And God knows how I've cried  

And I never want to return  

Never fall again

Making love to you 

Felt so good and  

Oh so right

How can I be strong 

I've asked myself 

Time and time I've said  

That I'll never fall in love with you again

So here we are alone again 

Didn't think I'd come to this  

And to know it all began  

With just a little kiss

I've come too close to happiness 

To have it swept away  

Don't think I can take the pain  

 Never fall again
 

Kinda late in the game  

And my heart is in your hands  

Don't you stand there and then tell me  

You love me then leave again 

 'Cause I'm falling in love with you again
 

Hold me, hold me  

Don't ever let me go  

Say it just one time  

Say you love me 

God knows I do love you again

Again - Janet Jackson

Hi, Stew...

Long time no talk to you through this pensieve...

I tried to give a touch with you. And you're still sounded bitter. Though it was only through whatsapp. You were still sounded bitter.. Okay. I gave up. And I already got over you...

But few days ago.. I saw the place that we met for the very first time. And I felt hurt again. I remembered you again. I missed you again..

I know you don't care how I feel right now. I know that you've been pulling me through. I've kept you in my prayer, Stew, that I don't want to see you in real life anymore...